All by myself

19/11/09, 2350

I've lost count on the days I had lunch and dinner alone, walking back and forth to college by myself..

Without realization, I was humming the song named "All by myself" again and again..

My lappie become my new best friend very soon.

How could I not tempted to on it?

How could I not to build dependence on it?

How could I not addicted to it?

It has been keeping me accompanied all this while, through thick and thin, not to mention the most lonesome days and nights.

I can't guarantee whether i will or not change my mind.

But today for sure, eating alone is the last thing on earth that I want to do.

Welcome Back!

19/11/09, 23:06

Tonight,

The moods to blog suddenly overflow inside me..

I found my blog site in a snap but struggled a bit in remembering the password..

This is expected as I'd stopped blogging for almost a year!

Today is mum's birthday! Happy birthday, mum!

I wished that you're happy and healthy always!

Love you always :)

miscommunication

13/12/08

Below are the contents of sms between 3rd sis and me.

3rd sis: watch "Twilight"..a romantic movie with nice background music..
me: which channel?
3rd sis: excuse me. You only have TGV or GSC to choose, ok

Rynn Lin

i saw rynn lin at One Utama today,
he appeared as guest for the opening ceremony of FILA shop.
he is the second artist i met in person after nicholas teo.
For instance, i thought of kooi bee!
i wondered how excited will she be if she's standing beside me at that time..=D

congratz!!

sis told me her weird dream and i made interpretations based on that dream..
and i guessed it right!
i'm going to be aunt again! woohoo!
i'm not sure whether it is because of my base on psychology or coincidence..
but if you asked me, i doubt it is the latter one..=P
anyway, congratz to jason and sis!!

心.跳

9/12/08

i've been waiting long for the arrival of today,
it feels like days before today pass by so slowly,
but finally..
心. 跳, the newest song of lee hom!

心‧ 跳 詞 : 王力宏 易家揚 曲 : 王力宏

想跟我吵架 我沒那麼無聊
不懂得道歉 我沒那麼聰明
好想要回到我們的原點
你又在哭泣 我給不了安慰
我又在搖頭 有那麼點後悔
愛情的發展已難以回頭卻無法往前走

但身不由己出現在胸口
兩顆心能塞幾個問號
愛讓我們流多少眼淚

你的眼神充滿美麗帶走我的心跳
你的溫柔如此靠近帶走我的心跳
逆轉時光到一開始 能不能給一秒

等著哪一天你也想起
那懸在記憶中的美好

runaway

i've done packing my backpack,
i've bought an airplane ticket,
i've bought maps for the destinations i'm heading to,
and in the next minute,
i found myself sitting on the plane, looking out to the sunset, saying goodbye to a place where i call home.
tomorrow shall be a great start for everything.

home,
i'll see you again when i'm ready,
i'll see you again when i found my inner self.

perhaps i'm running away, or perhaps i'm just finding my way,
perhaps i'll be lonely, or perhaps i'll grow after being alone.

now,
i'm having a heavy heart, thus i wished i'll come back with an empty heart.
i'm living in the 'old' me, thus i wished i'll come back in the 'new' me,
and i wished the 'new' me is much better.

for those who love me and those who i love,
'i love you' is all i want to say,
which i never have the courage to say so, till this very moment.

#imagining is all i can do for now...but at least it helps in some way...