runaway

i've done packing my backpack,
i've bought an airplane ticket,
i've bought maps for the destinations i'm heading to,
and in the next minute,
i found myself sitting on the plane, looking out to the sunset, saying goodbye to a place where i call home.
tomorrow shall be a great start for everything.

home,
i'll see you again when i'm ready,
i'll see you again when i found my inner self.

perhaps i'm running away, or perhaps i'm just finding my way,
perhaps i'll be lonely, or perhaps i'll grow after being alone.

now,
i'm having a heavy heart, thus i wished i'll come back with an empty heart.
i'm living in the 'old' me, thus i wished i'll come back in the 'new' me,
and i wished the 'new' me is much better.

for those who love me and those who i love,
'i love you' is all i want to say,
which i never have the courage to say so, till this very moment.

#imagining is all i can do for now...but at least it helps in some way...