runaway

i've done packing my backpack,
i've bought an airplane ticket,
i've bought maps for the destinations i'm heading to,
and in the next minute,
i found myself sitting on the plane, looking out to the sunset, saying goodbye to a place where i call home.
tomorrow shall be a great start for everything.

home,
i'll see you again when i'm ready,
i'll see you again when i found my inner self.

perhaps i'm running away, or perhaps i'm just finding my way,
perhaps i'll be lonely, or perhaps i'll grow after being alone.

now,
i'm having a heavy heart, thus i wished i'll come back with an empty heart.
i'm living in the 'old' me, thus i wished i'll come back in the 'new' me,
and i wished the 'new' me is much better.

for those who love me and those who i love,
'i love you' is all i want to say,
which i never have the courage to say so, till this very moment.

#imagining is all i can do for now...but at least it helps in some way...

Tutor

21/11/08

T : are you in this tutorial class?
K : nope. i'm in the morning session.
T : then, why are you here?
K : because i missed the KTM and bus in the morning.
T : it took you one and a half hour to wait for the next KTM?
K : i thought i can replace it in this afternoon session.
T : u thought?

# i overslept and missed the morning tutorial class too..i'm standing beside K when she's having this conversation with the T..and i was like 'what the heck with the T'? isn't it more meaningful to replace it with another full session of class rather than walk in so late? do not wish to think about the T.. get the T out of my mind!!!
#thanx to the T...my 1 mark gone!!!

mum's birthday

20/11/08

mum called me early in the morning yesterday..i chatted with her awhile because i'm still in sleepy mode..
just remembered that yesterday is mum's birthday..
how unfilial i am?
how can i forgot such important day?
i made a call to mum and wished her happy belated birthday..

I went to Mc Donald's with kooi bee for revision in the evening..
then, we had a chat after the revision, when we were heading home..

magic of basketball

19/11/08

i'm feeling moody and down for almost whole day long,
how am i not to be nervous when i'm going to meet ms w the next day?
no way that i can stay calm...not until tomorrow

yl, kb. smy and I went to Mc Donald's for revision..
but the great thing was we went to play basketball after that..
we splitted into 2 groups, smy and I in 1 group while yl and kb in another..
we had competition..we lost to yl and kb with results of 11-9
it was so much fun
i felt so relieved and relax after that game=)
now i understands why some people are addicted to exercise..haha
jia you! jia you! jia you!

janda baik (day 2)

16/11/08

we went to jungle trekking with orphanage children at 8.30am. it was a wonderful experience=) we crossed river for two times..it took us two and a half hours to end the jungle trekking..many of the facilitators and childrens were attacked by leeches..i was almost a victim of a leech..but luckily, i discovered the leech soon before it can suck my blood..it was crawling on thigh..eeew..we took photos with the children before we headed back to pack our stuffs..we left janda baik after we had our lunch and another sharing session with Pn Ainon..